welllllll i dont know why im even posting a journal entry up right now bkz for one ive been out all day and have hw to do & its 11oclock, and for 2, no one reads this anymore and its pretty much pointless! im pretty much talking to myself right now lol....
Well anyways, wut can i say. ill just do it anyways. Life has had its ups and downs this year. Alotta downs, but ups are good too. Lyke honestly, i dont kno wut i wouldve done without my friends this year, seriously. They have been my sisters, and my SISTER has been sucha great sister too.
Recently as of this past wk my family has extended from 5 to 8. Seans band minus 1 is living with us now meaning chris, adam and COURTNEY! i love courtney so much, well i love them all. They're amazing.
I've been driving like crazi lately, im getting my license this summer. Wicked excited. Skools been madd gay lately, but im just trying ta pull thru the year. Get it over w/. 1 more year ta go and im outta here, Cant wait for that, seriously. Im still working at reins, but barely. I need ta get more hours. Ahh i love my house these dayss....its so busy all the time and fun! good times.
I dont lyke anyone right now.... the person i lyked turned out to be faggot- thats partly due to why i havent been working that much lately. When im around him i have trouble not melting when hes being sweet, but at the same time im really mad, so when he starts talking to me, i basically blow him off and tell him ta stop. Although inside i feel like crying sorta, i force myself ta get over it and sometimes its really not that hard depending on how big of a faggot hes being. Its kinda bittersweet. More bitter tho, ha ha, wow.I honestly dont want a relationship anyways right now.....boys cause trouble. Trouble isnt good, thee end. Ive got my 5 bestests and im set. Its as simple as that.
I realized over the past couple days or weeks, whatever...that i reallly wanna go into arts in college....like wether its fashion design, wedding planning,, interior decorating, hair & make-up, something with the arts, and this includes dance of course as my minor. I think thats wut im meant to do. Thats wut i REALLY love.
junior/senior was fun. Dressing up was the best part! wether the actually thing was kinda boringgg yadda yaddaaa -it was still fun in my eyes. But im not all too hard ta please anyways so wut can ya do!
ppl have been "pressuring me" ta go to camp this summer cough cough! billy steph & carl COUGH COUGH! lol im heading out to cali. REEEGARDLESS. but yeah i dont think im going. nope, sorry!
Well thats basically it! recitals on the 3rd, still havent bought tickets yet! its gonna be horrible anyways dont go! jazz will bo o.k. but hiphop! were not even done with th dance and we have 1 more class! horrible. Its basically a disaster.
Other than yet my amer. hist class is heading out the 27th-31st this month to gettysburg im sykdd
well thats it! siannara sucker! lol...i meann | 
